Soooo sad today .. and the bad thing is i start it with good mood but suddenly it become bad one .. Many things to do at morning. My duty as wife .. clean everythin .. and wash anythin .. and try how to make all look like better .. but .. just becuz a littke problem .. changed my mood for whole this day ..
Actually .. honest .. i dont wanna count all i did and all i wanna do .. but if u do anything all .. what will u think when u see other didnt do the same? they only sleep .. eat .. asking for this and asking for that .. what a such as live in the hell ..
And the bad news is u cant believe to anyone .. even the closer one huhuhu .. bcuz its enuff to me betrayed from my beloved one and sorry its so hard to believe in him again .. even i did forgive him but its unforgoten ..
Life oh life ...
All by my self .. and i really know about it .. all happened to me just because my choice in past and as i swear i will face it .. as bad as it .. i will. I know i can be strong just because i wanna be.. not because other peoples or what they wants but because me.. my self .. want it..
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